My biggest fear is to lose my morderation.
Because if I lose my morderation, I will not = won't achive = achieve my dream that I want from when I was young. For sucess =  To be successful, I have to focus on my dream and we should know to abandon= avoid other things which are unimportant.
abandon in this writing is morderation.(what do you mean by this?) And the morderation give me a big confidence because morderation show me that i can control my mind.
For this reason, i afraid to lose morderation. For me, Losing the morderation is like losing my dream.
So i think i should guard my moderation always.